So... My best friend(the one I like) told me he liked me and cared for me and then asked out my girl best friend! What the hell! Who cares though... I don't... I'm not gonna care about anything anymore.... He said not to do that ad that he cares and he wouldn't hurt me but shiz he already did...ugh.....I'm just gonna fucking cry....

 

So my ex asked me back out after cheating on me and a bunch of other shizzle... He thought I would just forgive him and be like yes of coarse I love you.. No. Now my fuzzing friends are falling apart and my family is tearing apart even worse then before... My mom said she's gonna slap me... Well I mean... Ok.... Maybe i should die in a hole....Music time maybe? I think yes.

 
love works in mysterious ways doesn't it? I am falling in love with my best friend but he has a girlfriend.. He is the handsomest person I have ever met.. He knows how to make me smile and feel better.. I cant talk to him without getting butterflies.. He makes me blush all the time..Every thing he thing he does is perfect.. Everything he does makes me go craaazy. I would do anything for him. He is my everything. I love him.... <3
 

So my "best friends" told me that I'm useless worthless and all I do is complain... Well I mean ok.. You know how to make me feel better love..